Nearly a month after news surfaced that she was born in prison, Leighton Meester is breaking her silence on her family’s past.

“It makes me very nonjudgmental and open-minded,” Meester told Us Weekly. “And I think it just makes me appreciate the things that I have now.”

The actress’ parents, Connie and Doug, were involved in a drug ring that smuggled 1,200-pound shipments of marijuana from Jamaica into the United States, Us reported. Both of them served time for the operation, and it was during the beginning of Connie’s sentence that she gave birth to Leighton in a Texas federal prison in 1986.

Connie — who was sentenced to 10 years, but was released after 16 months — now works as a screenwriter. Doug, who split from her in 1992, is in construction.

Though her parents’ past is “questionable,” as Doug puts it, the Gossip Girl’s relationship with them is anything but, especially with Connie.

“She’s always there for me no matter what,” Meester said. “I swear, that woman knows everything.”

As for her daughter, Connie calls the 22-year-old, “very gifted,” “very talented” and “very intelligent.”

“I love her dearly,” she said. (Source)

The US Weekly featuring Leighton on the cover should be on newsstands now. We’ll have scans up as soon as we can. If you have any please donate them (credit will be given!).